Thursday, April 07, 2011

Anarchistic Thoughts

There comes a point in everyone’s life, whether it is now or in forty years, where you hit a point, whatever it may be, that always makes you think.  You will say "fuck it" and you will regret it.
That happens to me far too fucking much.

You could turn away from it, but why do that? Where’s the risk? As people we live on the edge and those who don’t long to be there they are just too afraid of failure. But as soon as you accept that failure is a part of life, that mistakes are the fuel to knowledge and life is not something you can learn about with an exam, do you suddenly acquire the freedom to release yourself from control, that prison that restricts you from doing what you really want, you enable the words “Fuck it” to escape your lips for that one moment where you honestly believe it’s the best choice and however much you regret it you know that without opening that door you would have never found out what’s behind it, and some day you’re going to open it onto a room you know you want to be in and you will never look back.

The nature of people, is not living within the boundaries because society expects you to, we have tightened the bonds on human actions so much that we have forgotten what it is like to be free, and you need to force those bonds out with such anarchistic force that soon it will return to a loose constriction that you can happily breathe with and be yourself without looks or judgements, yet it will still keep you in place where you need to be.

Society is an unfinished picture scribbled on and ruined, and sometimes the only thing to do is to rip it up and start again, until you have recreated the picture you had before without the impurities. Because the only way to make a difference is to make an abhorrent impression, and when you soon influence those impressions on others an extreme picture will form undoubtedly and you can begin to rub it out until it is beautiful again.

It’s the only way to be rid of regret, and people need to realise that. You are not changing the laws by which we live, no; you are simply broadening the horizon to make it easier to see. Sometimes anarchistic force is exactly what is needed to restore comfort in yourself.

1 comment:

  1. I said fuck it, and never had a regret or turned back. It was right in my heart.

    I agree - everyone should start with a fresh mind, not a brain-washed one.

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