Writing On My Arms

You saw me, saw me lying dead on your kitchen floor and you do nothing? You saw me? Well, that says a lot about who you are doesn't it. I look up on you and pity your sad miserable little shit heap of a life. You eat dirt. Grovel in the dirt. You whimper for anything that passes. You want to live a normal life but how can you? How can you trust yourself to follow a set path without tearing it the fuck up.

Go now. Run away. You need to leave before I crack your skull in two. Yeah, I can do that down here. Now fuck off! You think I'm grateful for you being down here with me, think I'm happy you're with me? I fucking hate you!

This one thinks she can slip. This other one looks at me without her eyes 'cause she tore them out. She grabs my hand with the one that isn't slit. Her, her, her! They Surround me with their fucking faces peering into my eyes. They want to know me, they want to ask, they ask themselves "How did she get down here?" wouldn't you like to know.

This girl catches my gaze. I ripped her fucking hair out. From the roots. Made her bleed and everything.

You think I'm fucked up? I'm not here through choice bitches. My daddy didn't like his little girl, thats why I'm fucking here. But look at you.

Tore her throat out.
Hanging.
Drowned.
Smashed skull.
Run over by train.
Hit by car.
Slit wrists.
Hanging.
Suffocation.
Pills.
No eyes.
More pills.
More rope.
Another knife.
Over a bridge.
A pencil in the skull.
Car.
Five more knives.
More fucking pills.
Covered herself in meat and set a dog upon her whilst slashing at her breasts.
More rope.

You all look at me as if your proud of yourselves or something. You live down here in torment you sick fucks. Go on fuck off. There's a corner over there, live in it!

This little girl had no friends back then, and I don't expect your bullshit words now cunts. You need to leave now. Just fucking leave, get out of this fucking place, fuck off! I didn't want you here, you chose it.

Fuck! He's here. Shut the fuck up. "Oi! Bitch, shut her the fuck up!"